Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Getting In Submissive Mode

First day of the task i wore a ribbon on my left wrist for 8 hrs as a symbol of my submission.in the evening i knelt and said "I want to work on my submission so that I can be the best submissive possible.i thenchose to think about" Things i would not enjoy as a submissive."

i think i would not enjoy being a submissive if i were to have anything to do with children or animals.

second day
i put the rubber band on my left wrist when i got up as a symbol of my submission.in the afternoon i decided to kneel for 10 minutes. i chose to think about "What excites me the most about being a submissive."

what excites me the most is being able to please and serve my Master.always being there.

third day
i put the ribbon on my wrist that day as a symbol of my submission and i knelt that morning.i chose to think about was " What scares me the most" what scares me the most is Master not talking to me and not knowing what he wants.

fourth day
on this day i wore again a ribbon on my wrist as a symbol of my submission.i decided to kneel in the evening before bed. i chose to think about " What does your submission mean to you"

it means that i will do as my Master tells me.i am there for his use

fifth day
on this day i wore a rubber band as a symbol of my submission. i chose to think about "Things that you would enjoy as a submissive"
i would enjoy being able to give Master all the pleasure that he can take.
always taking care of his needs

sixth day
on this day i wore a rubber band as a symbol of my submission. i chose to think about "Ways that work for me to get into the submissive mode"

i just think about doing what i am told to do,pleasing,serving Master.just being who i am

seventh day
on the last day i used the ribbon on my wrist as a symbol of my submission. i chose to think about "How can you better your submission" i can learn all that there is to learn and be a better submissive for my Master



final report.
when the 7 days were over i felt that i learned a lot by doing this task.i edged each time,not going over.i shaved my genitals every other day as told.when i knelt i felt that i can be a better submissive by doing what i am told.i wore the ribbon or band each day as a symbol of my submission.i enjoyed doing this task,and it helped me by putting me into asubby mode. thanks Master for allowing me to do this task.i repeated the mantra each day as i was told.

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